how i feel..
November 30, 2008 by kylexxii
Suppose that I missed you. Suppose that I cared. And suppose that I’ve spent all my nights running scared And suppose that I was never there.
And my eyes are screaming for the sight of you. And tonight I’m dreaming of all the things that we’ve been through. And I can’t hold on to you. So I guess I feel lonely, too.
Suppose we were happy, Suppose it was true. And suppose there were cold nights, But we somehow made it through. And suppose that I’m nothing without you.
But NOW my eyes are NO L0GER screaming for the sight of you. Yet tonight I’m still dreaming of all the things that we’ve been through BUT I can’t hold on to you anymore because I’m feeling so lonely too.
Slow way down, because This break down’s eating me alive. And I’m tired OF this fight… fighting to survive.
I Have a secret, I Have a story, so please listen attentively, And stay awake all night. Allow me to whisper so softly that There’s nothing I did mean so please help me. it’s already in my body but I Don’t know if It’s strong enough to fight. I Want to make this right. Please help me make this right.
Suppose that I was wrong, Suppose you were here. And suppose that I reached out and caught your tears. And suppose this fight just disappeared.
I Don’t want My eyes To be screaming for the sight of you anymore. And tonight I Don’t want to be dreaming of all the things that we’ve been through too. And I NO L0NGER Want to hold on to you. Because all I Feel is loneliness when I Think of you and how it all used to be.
I D0N’T Wanna love you anymore
I Refuse to think about you,
I Want to be free of your chains in my mind and in my heart.
So please let me be free and tell me you’ve moved on now.
Let me live an unstressful life.. not bounded on by the memories and regrets… but those of peace